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It pierces. 
It hurts. 
It sometimes even kills. 
Did you ever think of that when you uttered it so carelessly?

It's painful.
It's torturous.
It's a deeper wound than you can understand.
Did you ever think of that when you uttered it with venom in your voice?

You hurt people when you throw words like that around.
Like you don't care.
It's not your problem. 
So why /should/ you care?

I guess you just wouldn't understand.
It's never been used against you.

You're perfect.
I'm degrading.

Your wonderful.
I'm tainted.

You used to talk to me.
Now you shun me.

Because I used a different word to describe myself.
It doesn't make me any different than what I was before.
It doesn't.
It doesn't.

But can't you see that?
Of course not.
Your eyes are clouded by society.

Sinking deeper and deeper.
The pit of no return.
And do you care?
Do you know what you have done?

Of course not.
Nor will you ever.
Until something changes you.
I'm sorry it can't be me.

But maybe it can be someone else.
Who lives the way I do.
Someone you can learn to accept.
And not crush with your words.

Or more specifically.
That word

(so i just read Logan's journal that was published a few months ago. I hadn't met him then, but I recently looked and read it. I suddenly got the urge to write some poetry.'s my gibberish that some people call artistic... But just so anyone who reads this (because i know like...1 person who will) This isn't actually something that happened to me, I'm not going to commit suicide or anything, I just....blanked out and wrote this...)


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hehe, I like to watch cosplay, fanart, cosplay, anime, sometimes I write poetry when I feel like blanking out for a bit.

Check out my boyfriend: CatElfie3 ( )

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LloydTheDragon Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Please show some care…
FuckFust Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2013
Hey! Thank you so much for the watch!! :heart:
KyuubiUchimaki059 Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I had meant to watch you earlier, but for some reason I hadn't! I was like "OMG WTF WAS I DOING" (sorry for late reply, was on vacation for a week (WHICH I LOVED) and didn't have internet or computer (which I didn't mind because I totally love my cousin. And I hung with him the whole time) but this is my 1 day of internet before we go on another vacation (which I'm not looking forward to because it's boring ass and stupid....and I'd rather go to Otakon. :P but whatever. I'll a go kart or something. Ram a golf cart into a tree...i dunno)
How's life?
FuckFust Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013
well i started high school, so i'm really busy all the time. I might answer slow (as you see, haha)
what about you?
KyuubiUchimaki059 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
WAIT. YOU. /JUST/ STARTED HIGHSCHOOL?! LIKE....YOU'RE 14-15 YEARS OLD?!?!? or u mean that you restarted highschool for the year and you're in like...11th grade or like...12th grade...

(it's fiiiine, I probably check my DA waaaay too often to be healthy. ^^")

AH. I just started HS, and it SUCKS. I wanna go to somewhere....where it's not so....BORIIIING. But on the upside, i have new anime friends. :)

The good and the bad man...

Is the Denmark school system the same as US?
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Evil-Uke-Sora Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
:happybounce::squee:Thank you SO much for the watch:heart::hug:
KyuubiUchimaki059 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Ur amazing!!! I've been meaning to watch you anyway! (wow that sounded stalkerish...) glad to see more of ur pictures!!! XD
(did the icon work???)
Evil-Uke-Sora Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you :huggle:

Uhm no, I donīt see an icon O.O
KyuubiUchimaki059 Featured By Owner May 20, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
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KyuubiUchimaki059 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
of course it didn't (sigh)
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